Today I feel especially
emotional.
I love LOVE and I
am a romantic person! I love giving surprises to my lovepartner and I love to
see the effect it has on him!
Today we turn one
year and a half and I can say with all my heart that I've stopped looking! I've
stopped looking for something to fix, I've stopped looking for defects, I've
stopped looking for something to make me mad at him, I've stopped looking for an
excuse to run. I've just stopped looking and I've started seeing. I can now see
how wonderful it is to wish him to come home. I can now see how great it is to
have someone tell you they love you and to believe them just because, no need
for any type of proof or anything. I can now see how love has to be, I can see
that love is nice, and tender and I can see that I was so very wrong in the
past!
I want to thank whatever made us
meet and I want to thank HIM for talking to me that night and for asking me for
my number…kinda’… hehehe. I have lived an awesome dream these past months and I
hope it will keep on being like this 4ever. I am the type of woman that was
always attracted by fixer-uppers and with HIM I have learnt that no one needs
to be fixed, just accepted as they are. HE has taught me to do so and forget
about stupid little things that would normally grind my gears. HE has taught me
that love is not about finding reasons to fight with some1 and that everything has
a solution as long as you are willing to see it.
Not everything is perfect and I am
thankful for that too because a perfect world doesn’t exist it’s just a utopia
and I would rather live in a real one. I’d rather live in this world where I have
exceptionally good things and also bad things. I’d rather live in this world
where I know that besides family and friends to stand by me I also have HIM and
that I can always and I mean, always, count on HIM and his support.
Te iubesc mi amor and I am so
deeply thankful that you showed up in my life and decided to stay and share
your wonderful persona with me. I love LOVE and you are my LOVE.